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Just came back from Hongkong yesterday, 28th dec 2010.

This one week there, meeting my beloved relatives and really old friends whom I have not seen for a decade at least. I really felt the love and warmth of family.

However, no matter how well spent the time there or how much fun i had or the crazy rollercoaster rides or the irresistible HK food, i know deep down that i just want to be where you are.

when i close my eyes i see your face so vividly i could reach out to feel u.
when i sleep, i dream of u every night and it seems so real, maybe cos i want it to be.
when i do anything, somehow i can link it back to u because together, we have created so many wonderful memories.

tell me baby, what more can i ask for? :)

I wished I had cherished more of the time when we were together, cos for u i know i could have done more <3

My Promise

看著最閃耀的那顆星
永恆光芒代表 我們一生約定
不必尋找最美麗的劇情
渴望的幸福早已經來臨
愛的真諦存在千古不變
引導我們通過這條道路的試煉
伊甸園裡有了你而完全
在這個時刻 美麗地實現

I will love you forever more
我珍惜每一天有你在我身邊
用我全心陪伴著你直到永遠
穿越時空不會改變的誓言

Ho Guen Yik :)

Welcome to Reality

Do you understand what "the world is a stage, and people are actors" means?
God gives you a face, you paint another on it. Why?

Just to gain acceptance? So let's say you try really hard to be what others would expect from you. Are you genuinely happy? Maybe you are.

Why are you, you and you always trying so hard to be popular and get close to everyone else? Assume that you manage it somehow, do those people actually treat you as someone who is trustworthy and one whom they can confide in?

And then, the wind changes direction, you turn your back and flock to wherever the wind is blowing towards. Do you realize in your selfish pursuit to be popular and "happy", you have actually caused a lot of hurt to those friends who have actually treated you as a true friend?

A simple analogy, do you treat your friends as prostitutes? You only go to them when you need them. Honestly, I find you ridiculous and hilarious. Time to wake up your ideas.

They have put in so much(unquantifiable) effort into the friendship selflessly and asked for nothing in return and in the end, you can actually bring yourself to do such shameless things and then acting all nonchalant about it. It's a wake-up call, how many TRUE friends do you have now? Oh wait, maybe alot because you THINK they are true friends.

If you want to give up a friendship because you feel that you guys cannot get along then don't be afraid to say it and to clarify things with the other. I'm sure they 'll be fine with it, afterall there's no happiness in forcing. If it is over petty issues which could be misunderstandings, I dont think you deserve to be her friend, not to mention all that she has done for you.

And you, who are you to judge? Would you like to be judged?

So please, don't act all smiley and friendly if you don't mean it. Just fuck off thank you very much and stop giving her problems.

Judge and you will be judged.

Busy is an understatement

Let's see,

Lessons as usual.
Rehearsal for dance production on Monday night.
EAP 10 minute oral presentation on Wed.
HOI debate on Thurs.
Full dress rehearsals on Tues and Wed night.
Performance on Thurs, Fri Sat nights.
Drama meeting on Sunday.

Let this week end quickly please.